You Don't Exist

by Irratix

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released August 9, 2019

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Irratix Netherlands

yo all my music is on youtube as well here www.youtube.com/channel/UCZp_0RmiCAsFeD5VfDNzVRA
together with music by producer panorrrama who actually maintains the channel and put a wrong version of Asimov on there so for Asimov go to bandcamp and the rest you can just use youtube for whatever what even is punctuation

ps: it's been two years and he still hasn't fixed Asimov what the heck
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Track Name: Time
I'm going alone
Watch me sail away

Many years ago
I was born
Paths in front of me
Have now been set in stone

So I'm going alone
Watch me sail away
(I'm going alone)
(Watch me sail away)
And all that I have lost
Will never be regained

I'm going alone
Watch me sail away
(I'm going alone)
(Watch me sail away)
Many years ago
I was born
Paths in front of me
Have now been set in stone
So I'm going alone
Watch me sail away
Track Name: Trust
When I was on the streets
A man walked up to me
He asked me how it feels
I asked what He means
He said "Son, don't you see?"

He said I'd find the truth
That I'd be missing you
I asked Him what He sought
He claimed that He was God

I can't just trust a memory of someone I don't know
I can't just trust a memory of someone I don't know, I don't know

Days passed again
Years passen and then
A woman went and met me
and we talked for days on end
I said to her
She reminded me
Why I didn't know
But she said that she knew

Years and years and years ago
You met me before
A secret I have kept about what you live for
A God you met a second time
I would tell you more
But I forbid myself from ever hurting you more

She said I'd find the truth
That I'd be missing you
I asked Her what She sought
She claimed that She was God

I can't just trust a memory of someone I don't know
I can't just trust a memory of someone I don't know
I can't just trust a memory of someone I don't know
I can't just trust a memory of someone I don't know, I don't know

I've wondered for ages, I know
I remember their faces, no more
I can't trust their memories now
But there's always that shred of doubt

They said I'd find the truth
That I'd be missing you
I asked Them what They want
They said There is no God

I can't just trust a memory of someone I don't know
I can't just trust a memory of someone I don't know
I can't just trust a memory of someone I don't know
I can't just trust a memory of someone I don't know, I don't know

(a memory of someone I don't know)
(a memory of someone I don't know)
(a memory of someone I don't know)
(a memory of someone I don't know, I don't know)
Track Name: Obsession
I could never know
If you're human, oh
My mind has lost control
Obsession has won

Thoughts in my head
have been telling me I can't trust anyone no more
They tell me
I can't assume you're real
And that no matter what I feel
It's wrong

I could never know
If you're human, oh
My mind has lost control
Obsession has won

These thoughts
Have consumed my head, oh
I am exhausted and obsessive and regressing
It won't just leave my head
Until I come to accept
That I'm alone in the end

I could never know
If you're human, oh
My mind has lost control
Obsession has won
Track Name: After Life
When did the angels hear me scream
When did the demons see me crying

When did the angels me scream
Not one time or I would've seen
When did the demons see me crying
All the time, they see all the time

When did the angels me scream
Not one time or I would've seen
When did the demons see me crying
All the time, they see all the time
Track Name: You Don't Exist
I've been living through the years
Always making up new fears
This one might leave me in tears
Cuz' I'm honestly convinced
Am I living on my own
I can't make it on my own
Yeah through memories I own
I feel shivers to the bone

Am I alone?
No response
What have I done?
This is wrong

I can't take this anymore
Why isn't death waiting at the door
Fallen memories won't be restored
Years have passed since I left alone

I've been living through the years
Always making up new fears
This one might leave me in tears
Cuz' I'm honestly convinced
Am I living on my own
I can't make it on my own
Yeah through memories I own
I feel shivers to the bone

I've been living through the years
Always making up new fears
This one might leave me in tears
Cuz' I'm honestly convinced
Am I living on my own
I can't make it on my own
Yeah through memories I own
I feel shivers to the bone

I don't even mind
That I think of her all the time
I know why she's so divine
You're just here in my mind
I should've guessed
Why she came after my wish
But now I'm really just pissed
Cuz' I know you don't exist

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